Sometimes I wonder.
My appearance might make people think I’m a tough lady, or intimidates them. Because I’m tall and strong and usually have a serious face.
But they couldn’t imagine sometimes I have it so hard to get noticed. And sometimes I speak in such a low voice that I need to repeat myself because those surrounding me didn’t listen to what I said.
One thing that never comes out well is me hiding the way I’m feeling right now. My face, voice tone and shortness of words never fail to show up if I’m tired, depressed or disheartened.
A while ago I went to say hi to crush boss and I might have sounded really lame, because he stared at me with a truly worried expression.